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| Subject: Elevator Thoughts Thu Sep 01, 2011 10:50 pm | |
| I thought you needed my support, as I watched your body sway in the hospital elevator, I touched your elbow with a finger, grazing gently, and witnessed how your body shrank away.
I thought, this time, I could be just a ghost, so slightly beside you that you would not even feel my texture.
Here was my most minimal offering, I could be your pillar, Let you lean against my wall defenses, but you moved so far away that I know I would never be an anchor for any of your weakness.
It is in ways like this, that I have come to understand how you would choose death in any of its disguises, rather than allow your closet needs to create a new shape for us.
All of this in the elevator, makes me think, "You are so hard to love."
All of this in the elevator, makes me wonder, "Am I so hard to love, too?" | |
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